Sorry I didn't upload anything for so long, but my scanner doesn't work.
I think I've got about 30 pictures to upload, but no chance to.
Some time ago I've had an argument with one of my classmates here on DA. Now that I read his comments again, I rellay have to say something:
On my search to my real me I might try out some youthculutures, like goth, emo punk and everything. At the time we had the fight I declared myself goth and he said "I know some of them and you aren't goth" Why not? But why should I be one.
then I had a time I really felt depressed, I called myself Emo - like the style, the music an dgot the mood. Then I got a boyfriend, were Now a couple for more than half a year. I was so happy in the beginning, couldn't call me emo anymore. There's such a thing called scene. the gist of scene for me is happy emo with a colorful and even nicer style than emo. I really like it and my friend does so 2, so I weren't alone when trying out that style. That felt really good because it was the first time I weren't alone. Then in while beimg i London I searched for nice goth clothes and accessoires (?!), but at the same tme found some more nice scene stuff.
So at the last party I had scene hair and goth clothes.
In the end what I wanted to say was: I don't want to be stereotyped or stereotype myself.
This can't work because a person is always more than a stereotype. I think I'm somewehere in betwenn goth, emo, scene and "normal".
No-one wants to be stereotyped. But why do they say in one sentence: don't stereotype me, you emo/goth/wannabe ...
that doesn't make sense.
In the end we all should try to find oruselves and shouldn't try hard to be one of a certain group, because it will never really fit.
Greets, raven